I am not perfect human

I am not perfect human
I easy to be tired
Tired with everything that sickening
Tired with behavior of all people
Every person who pretend becomes angel in life me
Sees their behavior!!
Smiles with sword in his behind
That ready stabs me any time when I am careless
And I
I only can look on it is in the distance
Without can do whatever
God
I am tired would these all
I wish to meet your
To submit all my sorrows
I am tired, very tired
Please assist me to be egoist
Like other people
I wish them to know that this thing to hurt
Sometimes I think for to be one person that not involves with everything about them
But this is not me
I only can weep when altogether do not work well
And laughs when moment is required
But it all is lie
Altogether forces me to come up perfection
Do not they have ever thought?
That every thing not happens like the suppose to be
I wish to go away from these all
Not because do not wish to feel pain again
But because I am hateful all of you